Grrr....


I am damn angry now. Don’t you guys dare make me pissed off like this. This like the first time that I was pissed for my entire life time. You will understand me if you know what I been through.

I was like a good girl watching the TV. Heard that SHINee and BEAST will be having a performance today at Music Bank. I called my younger brother to watch out for me if either SHINee or BEAST is performing while I go check the downloaded video. We were going to take turns on going to watch the videos while another watch out for SHINee or BEAST.

After my turn of watching the video, I went out of my room and switched place with me bro and I was watching the TV. I took out my laptop so I can download The Catalyst - Linkin Park. I was going to download Numb. I wont give up on American pop. Haha ! My fwen told me to download Oh! - SNSD. I download it anyway. Blasting music into my nearly deaf ear.





Lol, I was impatient already. Went into the room and see what my bro was doing. He was watching the video again. WTF ! I was damn pissed. You left me outside waiting like crazy but you are here enjoying the awesome video. Of course, he told me that he watched the video again. I was more pissed. Fine, at least I was waiting something that I was willing to. Went back to check what band is after. Finally, my bro finished watching the video.

So I went in and watched another chapter. I was like obsessed to it but in the end I went to check on me bro. He was watching Fairy Tale (Animax), I was glaring at him. Giving him the “do you wanna die” look. He switched back and said that I check already, SHINee is after that band. Fine, at least you check. I went back and continued the video.

After a while, I was like having a bad feeling. Went out to check me bro. He was still watching Fairy Tale. I was even more pissed. I demanded him to switch back to KBS. SHINee was on. Arghhh… I missed. My KEY! They were performing Hello ! I missed it even daphne and Cassandra told me the time and date. I missed it. My bro was looking at me. Duhh..I glared at him of course. He juz ignored my glare and switch back to Animax.

If you were there, you can see a blazing fire in my eyes. I was going to explode and he juz switch it back to Animax. Hello, earth-the-bro, I downloaded Fairy Tale in my comp. Took my laptop and slammed the door. I was so angry and I cant scream at him cuz parents down at the living room. Fark you bro ! He even laughed loudly in front of my room. He si wicked.

I was blasting my ears with linkin park’s the catalyst. I don’t give a damn to the world again. I think American pop still rock my life more than kpop cuz I am always unlucky and missed all the kpop performance. Grrr… told me fwens bout this incident. My fwen was like call me listen to Oh!. Can chill my mind and of course I belive me fwen and went to listen.



I was brightened up. Of course, The Catalyst and Numb did some good work too. My fwen (kpop freak like cassie) told me not to give up on kpop cuz its still got some magic in them. Yeah sure, I wont give up but I still think American pop (even though all they did was scream) is still the best. I didn’t forget Jpop too. It helped me a lot on chilling me when my life is depressed. So the conclusion is:

Depressed = listen to Jpop
Pissed = listen to American Pop
Stressed = listen to Kpop