Curse My Life

What does that old woman want from me? She’s happy that I didn’t get 60 for my Geo? Yesh, I got 52 for my geo, I don’t know why. I studied so hard and I thought I can get 60. I don’t care bout marks now. I juz cant believe my mom, that old woman said that “I’m happy to hear that you didn’t get 60.” Whaddafark does that mean? Shouldn’t she be cheering me up instead of being happy. Earphones in.

Is it that hard to drive me to 7eleven to buy a magazine for your son? We are not even using your money. Yes, you gave us the money so its our money now. Why do you even care how we spent it. We spent on books then you say that we are having fever, we spent on magazines then you said it’s a waste of money. Hey retarded old woman, you gave us life that doesn’t mean that you can ruined it. Max volume.

Went home. Received a few phone calls from fwens asking weather did I do well in the exams. After hearing that my geo is 52, they actually cheered for me and ask me to do better next time and never give up. See! Even my fwens WHICH ARE NOT EVEN BLOOD-RELATED knows how to cheer a sad person. I don’t hear them saying “wow, you got so low marks, I’m happy to hear that”. Even your son came to cheer me.

Do you know I cried the whole night juz beause you said that you’re happy. I was thinking to suicide but I wont cuz my vice principle said don’t suicide cuz you didn’t get the marks that expected. But still, I still think that old woman is wrong to she’s happy. My heart is a fragile thing you know. It has cracks everywhere and you took the hammer and smashed it. I don’t think you are qualified to be a dedicated mother. So get back to mothering and start learning from the lowest level.